Recently I had one of those beautiful nights that take your breath away. The night where you give your all an are basically vulnerable in a way cannot explain. An it was full of acceptance and love. I woke up the next day grateful to be where I was. An I feel like that's why this happened... just as much as happiness happens. Then it's all destroyed within a few hours. I'm reminded that I'm unworthy of such happiness.
And I'm ready to walk away from everything that is good and everything that's worthy of love.
I dont know what to explain. I feel like garbage that no matter what choices I make it will effect everything.
Why must I suffer this much. What did I evrr do to deserve this.
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