losing their mind

I've spent years... an years. Defending my spot as my kids parent/guardian

I am clear as I can. I did not go out of my way to steal motherhood. Or purposefully mislead

I was honest on a night out his birth mom had. But she left her kid with the father. The same father who previously wondered the streets intoxicated.  Who didn't change his diaper or feed him properly.

I made a judgement call

An it was up to children and family emergency workers to determine if the child was unsafe. Unfortunately he was deemed unsafe with his parents.

I was the only relative who lived outside the home on my own with a stable job.

So when they asked me to care for him I said ok. Because they told me this was temporary.  The mom needed three months of rest an taking care of herself an she'd get him back.

Within one month of me having her kid. She physically assaulted our mom. An got evicted an started using drugs hard-core drugs.

After three months they said let's reevaluate after three more months let her figure stuff out. An instead of that. She destroyed her life. She started using hard-core drugs an started who knows what.. 

After a year went by. The social worker asked me. If I'd consider doing this longer. No other option meaning no other family members could care for him.

No other family members with a job an stable home. I agreed.

After thr year his birth mom signed documents allowing me to permanently care for her kid.

I did not steal him I did not conspire to steal him.

I've spent seven years of my life. Destroying my home an being rehoused.  I left my job. Just to care for him.

With the help of the ceo of the company I work for. I was able to get housing an opportunity to a new job. An seven years later.

The streets are talking. Meaning his parents an any people who listen an to spit bs about me stealing children an preventing them from getting help or proper housing.

I did not steal this kid. I do not have other families children an no I would not consider to do this for any other family members an their kids.

I didn't ask for this.

However

You will not see me faulter. 

I will stand up for this kid. I will love him unconditionally. I will give him the tools to own the world. An I will hug him every day. An tuck him in every night. I will always be there for my family.

An if nothing else about my character is real. What is real is that I've never bailed on this kid. Or my family. 

I'm tired of hearing people say I've done them wrong. I haven't done nothing to no one. I live in my home. I work my job an I go home.

Leave me the F alone.

I am so done. So done with all this slander. All this bs an lies that I've done them wrong. I haven't been no where or stolen nothing.

I live in my bubble. An I care for this kid an that is all I f do.