I know we don't talk. We don't message. We don't send letters. But whether a hundred years from now i will never forget you.
Today I am reminded how little my world is. How little I let people in my life. How much I dont want friends or whatever because theirs no comparison.
A mix of trauma an unconditional love we shared. Will never be found elsewhere. And I'm sorry for that. I know when we met we definitely didn't sign up for all that. But standing by me.
You have no idea the impact it has on me. Even today. Because reality is. No matter how much I try to cover the wounds. Or scars. Or trauma. It's showing. That I've never had any friend like you. Someone who stands where others abandoned. Where someone loves the unlovable. We may be thousands of miles apart. But if you called me. I'd be there for you. I'd go the distance to save you. Protect you. Guard you.
You may not need that in your life. But the dedication you showed me cannot be measured.
Thank you for believing in me. For standing by my side. For loving me. And hurting me. An molding me. All the same.
Today is your birthday. And I don't wish I was there because I am not the person I was. But I wish you the best. The greatest the world can offer.
I hate how it feels to remember the past because we had some great times but alls I can remember is how I hurt you.
Please do great things. An know. I am thinking of you. I'm grateful for you.
Happy birthday my lady.
