she blames me

on a separate note.. 

I think it took her over 20 years.. to say this to my face..

but for the first time hearing it from anyone..

I am being blamed for what happened to her over 20 years ago.. 

of all things that can break me this should have.. 

But I look at my kid and I know.. i have to be strong for him!

and so for now I severed all ties with my sister because i can't handle the shit she says, and I can't stand or forgive her for what she said.. even if it was out of anger? frustration whatever the shit is.. 

I can't shake what was said and I hope to never think of it again by writing it here.. and hopefully leaving it here.