This terrifies me because of life. Cycles. Lost so many people to addiction. Lost so many important people because of it. And at the same time i cannot judge. Sentence anyone. Cause im no better than anyone. I struggle with my own demons. But one thing remains since my father died. I cannot ever do touch be around hard core drugs.
I wish i could get my loved ones clear of the nonesense. But only so much can say or do.
But i am deeply sad. Scared. Terrified. To hear someone i care about is going into addiction.
Please stop. Please do something else. Live your life. Remember that my kid loves the shit out of u. And does not need to lose anyone else to anything. Hes already had his parents in that mess
